Didn't post yesterday because I was running around registering with employment agencies, which I know I needed to do, but just doubt it'll do much good.

I find myself getting enraged at the smallest things, I mean seeing-red-mad. I know it's because I feel impotent and vulnerable, but the anger is starting to scare me. I want some revenge against the company that downsized me, I want to see the building burning and crashing to ground and rats running rampant over it all. I want to see the executives homeless and begging on the side of the road. I don't care if this is mean spirited. I don't care.

I'm tired of it all, all of it.